My Desire Is to Know You Lord

I had a good day.

I went to bed at 4am and woke up around 11am. I cleaned my room a bit and got ready to go out with one of my best friends Izzie. She took me to go see Valentine's Day, good movie and funny! :)

The thing that is in my heart is God, alot... I want to know more, more and more. I want to know what He thinks. I want to feel His heart. I want to know His voice. I yearn more now to have the gift of tongues so I can go into a place where I can romance with God. A place that is like a medow with trees all around and a night sky full of stars and a full moon. I want to dance with Him and let our hearts connect as one. I want to know more of Him, I want to lay my head on Him and Him lead me.  My heart yearns for it, I feel like I am missing something in my life now, something that I need desperately.

I want to meet Him in my secret place, I want Him to take delight in me.

Have you ever just danced with God? It is so beautiful, so peaceful. Just Him looking down at you, you can feel how He is loving it. He is just smiling.

I am just waiting for the day I get to see Him face to face.

I just been thinking alot about how I use to hate God and then I got to the point where I thought He was not real. And look where I am.... I can now feel demons, hear "visions", and other stuff... Life is crazy isn't it?

Now I am just waiting for God to give me more that wants to give me and see where He leads me.

I just want to see.

In Christ,
Mary L D