God Answers

So all I can say is that when Dancing, Singing, Jumping around for the Lord, worshiping Him, this energy takes over. I been sick and so weak barely enough energy to stand up but the past two nights I been jumping and praising the Lord and it all goes away and I am full of this energy and joy! Man the Holy Spirit in me is awesome!!! I love it!!!! :)

Clearly I been watching the Awakening hehe :) I LOVE IT... but they are Mad for our King! They are so Radical Christians!!!! and I AM A RADICAL CHRISTIAN!!!!
Its like that song
I will dance I will sing to be mad for my King. Nothing Lord is hindering this passion in my soul!

So yeah I am crazy.. I think it is because I am sick, nah...
Well I woke up this morning like crap but God has my day so much more better today.

So while I was watching the awakening, someone was telling their testimony and it reminded me of my life. I was about to cry because it is amazing how God came when I called Him.

Its amazing how He answers every time we are at the end and we call Him.

But it is sad that when He knocks on our door we sometimes do not answer mainly because we are not listening. How He still loves us when we leave Him standing there at the door is beyond me.

So I just had a conversation with a friend on skype... and we were talking about how I believe that I am going to meet my husband this year and she asked how and I told her its because I had a dream about 6 months ago.
Well the dream was...

I was in a plain grayish/blackish dress and my husband was in a tux all cleaned up and ready to get married I had told him "I will be right back let me go get my dress." He was like "Okay, don't worry you don't have to rush. I love you." Then I ran off to go get my dress but I could not find it anywhere. Then this old lady came to me and said "Your dress is not perfect yet. We had to take it back to do a little bit more small detail fixing" I was like "Okay..." and I was sad and started walking back to my Fiance and as I was walking back to him a thunderstorm was rolling in, it made me more sad and frustrated. Well when I told him about my dress he said  “ I do not care if I do not get to marry you, I love you and I do not need to be married to you to be with you forever.” and then we sat on a bed and watching movies and then I woke up. 

Well what I had gotten from it was that the dresses represented me, the black dress was me at that time (the time I had a dream not perfect yet and still sinning alot) I was not ready to have a boyfriend I was not ready to get married. The white dress is me and what God (the old lady) was doing to me... Fixing me up the last details and the thunderstorm was a foreshadowing of my storm and trials this past semester ( I did not know this till like recently when I was remembering it) and if I had a boyfriend at that time it could bring disaster because I was not ready at all. God was showing me that He already has someone picked out for me, that I do not have to worry because the guy for me is already waiting for me and prepared and praying for me.

I now believe I am in that white dress now and now I am just waiting and praying for my husband! I can not wait to meet him! :)

Oh and the dream had came after I was crying and screaming at God telling him I was so tired of being lonely and when will I get married (if I do get married).... and He answered my screaming call!  :) 

This Daniel fast is going great! Other getting real sick. hahaha This is going to be a great year I believe even if another storm comes! I will still be dancing in it!

THE END!!!
LETS GO MAD FOR OUR KING!
In Jesus name,
Mary L D